today isnt as bad as yesturday, but worse than it will be tomorrow.
nobody know, i dont tell anybody.
If anybody reads this, just know that befor 01-01-10 i was completly fine, nothing insain about me, now i feel --numb, no feeling left inside at all, it feels like im the living-dead.
Breathing, walking , talkin , D.E.A.D
is it possible to bring the dead back to life?
If it wasnt for love, life would go on alot easier.
Im sitting on a couch, its exactly 12:52 pm
cant sleep, havent slept...cant eat, havent eaten...
living impaired
looking around the room, nothing.
This blog is my last resort, i have nobody to talk to
Im in love, with a guy i cant talk to, havent talked to in a few days now,
took a little time for me to fall in love, it will take forever to get out of it.
ive tried it doesnt work.
i miss him, if he is in jail where am i?
im now on the ground, stomach in a knot, heart aching, one thing advil does not help..
im going to take a few swallows of some cold medicine and try to sleep, ill be back.
-goodnight, sleep well
love,yours forever
TheDamned.
when it all comes crashing down around me, would you be there should i stumble and fall, pick up the peices??
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